It’s so hard for me to write this morning. My heart is pounding, there’s a lump in my throat and my eyes are holding back the tears. Jesus knows the cross is before Him, so He prays from the garden.
“Jesus went out to the Mount of Olives, as he often did, and his disciples went with him. 40 When they got there, he told them, ‘Pray that you won’t be tested.’ 41 Jesus walked on a little way before he knelt down and prayed, 42 ‘Father, if you will, please don’t make me suffer by drinking from this cup. But do what you want, and not what I want.’ 43 Then an angel from heaven came to help him. 44 Jesus was in great pain and prayed so sincerely that his sweat fell to the ground like drops of blood.” Luke 22:39-44 CEV
There’s no easy way to put this. We are the reason that Jesus was in that garden painfully pouring out His heart to the Father. It was our sin that condemned Him to death. The Father chose our lives over His and Jesus willingly gave up His life as a ransom for us all.
“For the Son of Man did not come to be cared for. He came to care for others. He came to give His life so that many could be bought by His blood and be made free from sin.” Mark 10:45 NLV
Instead of praying as Jesus instructed them, the disciples fell asleep. When Jesus woke them, He told them they should have been praying for strength because they were about to be tested in a greater way than they ever had been before.
“While Jesus was still speaking, a crowd came up. It was led by Judas, one of the twelve apostles. He went over to Jesus and greeted him with a kiss. 48 Jesus asked Judas, ‘Are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?’” Luke 22:47-48 CEV
Judas betrayed Jesus with a sign of affection, a kiss. Jesus’ words must have cut his heart like a knife. Jesus, the Son of God, who could have destroyed them all with a word from His lips or a wave of His hand allowed them to arrest Him and take Him away.
“ Jesus was arrested and led away to the house of the high priest, while Peter followed at a distance.” Luke 22:54 CEV
Impetuous Peter, who had just sliced off a man’s ear, followed the arresting party from a distance.
A crowd had gathered in the courtyard of the high priest and were sitting around a fire. A girl recognized Peter as someone who had been with Jesus. Peter denied it.
Then someone else pointed out that Peter had been with Jesus, and he denied it. One more time, another man insisted that Peter must have been with Jesus.
“This time Peter began to curse and swear, ‘I don’t even know the man you’re talking about!’ 72 At once the rooster crowed a second time. Then Peter remembered that Jesus had told him, ‘Before a rooster crows twice, you will say three times that you don’t know me.’ So Peter started crying.” Mark 14:71-72 CEV
“ The Lord turned and looked at Peter. And Peter remembered that the Lord had said, ‘Before a rooster crows tomorrow morning, you will say three times that you don’t know me.’” Luke 22:61 CEV
Betrayed by a kiss and now denied with a curse!
Is it any wonder that Jesus was in such anguish as He prayed in the garden? Those who knew Him best left Him alone in the time of His greatest need.
“I am not praying just for these followers. I am also praying for everyone else who will have faith because of what my followers will say about me. 21 I want all of them to be one with each other, just as I am one with you and you are one with me. I also want them to be one with us. Then the people of this world will believe that you sent me.” John 17:20-22 CEV
These are just a few of the words that Jesus was praying before He was arrested. He prayed for us, from the garden and He’s still praying for us today.